February 2012
1 tag
2 tags
I used to be an acrobat
Bent back and forth to...
12 tags
snow
how fucking cleansing.
driving into work we talked about any little thing and he got on the topic of how he thinks queer theory is bullshit; how he defines someone’s identity by how they fit into his perceptions and not by how they choose to name themselves. girl don’t play like that. i stretched my legs out and didn’t hide the condescension i was feeling. let me tell you about this gorgeous person i...
2 tags
Anonymous asked: Do you really think people at Smith are more adaptable or willing to mature? Stop trashing MHC.
1 tag
“The social rules you learned in school or from your parents are not necessarily...”
– listen. | Emily Nagoski :: sex nerd ::
emily nagoski, speaking the fucking word yet again.
Music to Jerk Off To
last night i could not fall asleep; i kept waking up when i would typically be getting a second wind if i had gone into work. i realized i need to either gain enough weight to have a slightly feminine form, or i need to get my hair cut — i think i’m doing the latter today. anyways, last night i took some of the songs from my general work playlist and made this for y’all....
2 tags
4 tags
okay can i just say, for better or worse, i just downloaded lana del rey’s born to die and it is the perfect, perfect music to fuck yourself to when you’re dressed like a middle schooler about to lose her virginity and are asked to say things like, “put it in my little pussy” with an expression of pain. so it’s perfect work music.
4 tags
1 tag
“Peer of Gods to me is the man thy presence
Crowns with joy; who hears, as he...”
– sappho, “ode to anactoria”
3 tags
1 tag
2 tags
this is a psa announcement to myself:
tori you do not have to, and actually should not, immediately fall in love with the first person to not treat you shittily in a long while.
1 tag
i dated someone once who was super competitive (once, as if everyone i date isn’t like this.) she came over as i was decorating a mug or a water bottle or something, for some reason, and i described it to her as “flesh-coloured.” although she was terribly offensive in a lot of different areas, she was delighted at this chance to “one-up” me. “yeah tori?”...
3 tags
a cat in heat has been mewing outside my window for the past two days. i like that my ovulation cycle is synched up with an alley cat.
wordsandturds: “is it really irrational for...
2 tags
after i have amazing sex, i never want to shower. i want to wear the sweat and nail marks and running mascara and come between my thighs all day. however, i feel like i am three steps from getting fired from my howard brown job for acting like an absolute slut, and i think that would just add to it. so i’m about to hop in a short but boiling shower before my morning meeting, after a very...
7 tags
2 tags
right now i am curled up between the cushion falling off the couch; this is how i slept the two weeks or so when i housesat for my parents the last summer i lived in chicago. i would wake up early and watch the sunrise with my cat, i have pictures of me in this couch with ointment on my cuts and scratches. i remember putting olive oil in my hair. my parents’ house is always so cold. right...
4 tags
for once i am not going to overshare the fuck out of everything and just say that i’m currently in a sexual relationship that i’m not exactly comfortable with, though i don’t know which of the many factors it could be related to. i have been getting a lot of support and reaffirmation from the most beautiful sources of people in the world and it makes me feel like i am strong...
Anonymous asked: Are you going to give us a link to your camming?
4 tags
1 tag
updates
i love my job. i still cannot believe it is actual work. i love all the sex that is related to but not an actual part of my job. my pussy has never been this sore and i have dried come all over my face. i haven’t slept since monday and have ‘real person’ work in the morning. oh my goodness gracious, life.
Anonymous asked: you're working as a performer on a web cam? can you see your clients? what do imagine they are like?
6 tags
3 tags
1 tag
if i write a memoir it'll be called, how i fucked...
: or, how on my first day of cam-ing i didn’t have anything except for a library copy of people’s history of the u.s to grind my pussy on, per request of a client.
2 tags
hoitycoity:
Today I came across a doe that was nowhere near where it should have been and looking extremely confused. There was a big orange tag on its ear and a massive collar apparatus, like it escaped some underground testing facility. I thought about calling the police but it ran away and I decided to let it have its adventure.
does love adventures.